money money

2011.2012

2012-01-01T23:04:00.000-08:00

As I grow older, time just seems to fly faster and faster.

2011 had been great
2011 had been bad

But no matter what,

I thank god for everything and hope that god will continue to guide me in 2012.

so 2011,

let me summarize what I can remember

1) turned 21 years old
2) saw BigBang perform live twice -F1 + Korean Music Wave
3) converted to perm at my job
4) went thailand with beeling!
5) tighter relationship with my korean class mates
6) tighter relationship with my colleagues
7) tighter relationships with myfriends
8) tighter relationship with my family
9) on the roll hoping to be closer to god

2012
WILL BE GOOD.

TILL THEN.
XOXO
JAC

I'm back

2011-12-28T19:15:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since I blogged.

Suddenly, the urge is back!

HAHA

2010-10-22T08:50:00.000-07:00

Dear friends, please pray for Cheryl Chin and me tmr, 23oct2010. PLEASE PRAY THAT WE WOULD BE ABLE TO SEE THEM ON THE STREET, OUTSIDE THE HOTEL,AT THE CONCERT, FACE TO FACE, EYE TO EYE. IT WOULD BE A BONUS IF YOU COULD ASK GOD TO ADD ON A HANDSHAKE. AND DOUBLE BONUS IF YOU COULD ESCALATE YOUR REQUEST TO GOD THAT WE WOU...LD GET A HUG. BECAUSE OUR LIFE WOULD BE COMPLETED WITH THAT. PLEASE HELP. THANKS

PLEASE REMEMBER TO STATE BIG BANG!!!!! NOT ANY OTHER BAND. BOUNS BONUS BONUS BONUS IF ITS A HANDSHAKE AND HUG FROM MR TOP (((((((:

job search!!!

2010-08-22T03:34:00.001-07:00

I will find a job!!!
A PERM ONE!!

((:

(:

2010-07-30T04:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!
IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LOG IN!

SE7EN ALBUM IS DOPE.
AWESOME

PLEASE GO AND LISTEN

TOP IS SO HOT
TOP IS SO HANDSOME

MY MAN IS BACK

BATCH 2010

2010-05-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

Today, I ended my journey as a NP student.
Tomorrow, I might not know where I'll go.

The future is unknown.
The road looks rough.

But, the knowledge at NP will guide me.
The fond memories created with my friends and teachers will accompany me.

THANKS TO NP.
I MET CHERY CHIN.
THANKS TO NP.
I MET JEAN LEE.
THANKS TO NP.
I MET HANIZAH ISMAIL
THANKS TO NP
I MET KOH BEELING.

THERE ARE MORE.
BUT I SAVE THEM IN MY HEART.
DONT BE SAD IF I DIDN'T MENTION YOUR NAME.

TAKE ME HOME

2010-05-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

CLUB MARC SIZE 36
Fits size 35.5/36 BEST
Condition: 8/10

$16 WITH REG MAIL
OR
$14 WITH MEET UP/NORMAL MAIL

$2 OFF IF PAYMENT IS IN WITHIN 1 HOUR OF CONFIRMING DEAL (:

This pair of shoes is AWESOME.
Would not be selling it if it wasn't too big for me ):

I accidentally bought size 36 and I tried ways of making it fit me.
(See the PADDING in the picture?)

However, it's just too big for me.
Whenever I walk in this pair, I feel like they are going to fly out and I will get a terrible fall.
Hence, I only wore this pair of shoes 4 TIMES!!!

Really sad to let it go but it's been at my store room for months.
Trap in the little store room, not having the chance to see the world.

Kind souls with size 35.5/36 , please email me (iamchachalala@gmail.com) or comment here if you are interested in helping this pair of shoes see some light.

THANKS (:

sold

My Decision

2010-05-09T02:06:00.000-07:00

我决定牺牲.

I am going to sacrifice.

Hope I won't regret and the sacrifice will pay off.

THE PERFECT WORLD

2010-05-08T04:02:00.000-07:00

THE PERFECT WORLD (:
WHO'S DON'T WANT IT?

Illustrations via

迷惑

2010-05-01T08:51:00.000-07:00

想要的要不到

还是,
不知道要什么.

救命

Morton's Fork

2010-04-28T09:37:00.000-07:00

I'd been reading since 3 weeks ago.
This is quite a successful reading journey I had taken since I generally lost interest in books after a few pages.
Oh wells, hope I will be able to maintain it.

Wanna share a interesting theory I learnt from a book I'd read recently.

Morton's Fork

Morton's Fork is a logical dilemma in which people are faced with two equally bad options. You could think of it as being “between the devil and the deep blue sea,” as the saying goes. Unless the victim of the dilemma manages to find an exception, the outcome of the situation will most probably be undesirable, as there can be no good outcome from any of the choices the victim is faced with. Many people find themselves struggling with Morton's Fork at some point in their lives.

CLICK ME TO LEARN MORE!

HEHE,
Now you know which term to use when you got two FUCKED UP choices!

사 고 싶 어

2010-04-28T00:35:00.000-07:00

너 뮤 얘 뽀 ~
처 만 사 고 싶 어, ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
하지만 , 돈이 없어요!

listen to the old tapes, feel the summer of the old days

2010-04-27T07:48:00.000-07:00

LOVING THIS IDEA!!!!

SEEN FROM
VIA

2010-04-24T08:00:00.000-07:00

Very Very Well Captured!
Love this picture.

via here

WHEEL OF BOOKS!

2010-04-24T07:31:00.000-07:00

This looks amazing!
I would love to own one if given the opportunity!
Would exercise in this while reading HAHAHAHA

Seen From Design Festish
Via David Garcia - Archive Series

FAIR-OLIET?

2010-04-18T06:23:00.001-07:00

seat for everyone in the family
I FIND THIS EXTREMELY FUNNY!

via toxel
seen from design fetish

SHINE A LIGHT CONCERT LIVE ABLUM

2010-04-16T23:37:00.001-07:00

ONE WORD:
AWESOME

To eat or not to eat

2010-04-16T07:10:00.000-07:00

Interesting chart that help you decide whether or not to eat your "DROP" food.
HAHA

via here

POP POP POP

2010-04-16T02:04:00.000-07:00

This looks awesome.
Feel like making.

via here

Tile-owel Hook

2010-04-16T01:19:00.000-07:00

Sweet and simple
via architonic

GOTTA CATCH THEM ALL!

2010-04-14T06:07:00.000-07:00

You teach me and I teach you~
POKEMON!

SHIT STILL STUCK IN MY POOL OF POKEMON FANTASY
BAD BAD
HAHAHHA

FYI: THAT PICTURE WHICH FREAKING LOOKS LIKE A POKEMON EXISTS ON EARTH.
PLEASE CLICK HERE.
FOR THOSE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND, I SUGGEST YOU USE GOOGLE TRANSLATE TO TRANSLATE THE WHOLE PAGE.

PAC PAC PAC PAC MAN!

2010-04-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

THIS BOOKSHELF IS JUST AWESOME.
I LOVE IT.

SOURCE

stand up !?

2010-03-28T02:22:00.000-07:00

I really think this invention is amazing.
I think I need this.

Quote from source

No joking around here, no snoozing or what not...With this alarm clock, you have to stand up and step on it to turn it off. Also comes with an LCD screen to tell you the time ofcourse. Designed by Sofie Collin & Gustav Lanberg.

LOVING ALL THESE WONDERFUL IDEAS BEING INCORPORATED INTO OUR DAILY LIVES

SOURCE

When In Rome!

2010-03-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

When in Rome,
you must believe

It will blow your mind away,
the Italian way

Anybody?

Great show.
FREAKING HANDSOME Josh Duhamel

Ribbon

2010-03-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

The Ribbon Rack is such a cool idea.
I think I am getting hooked onto interesting "furniture"?
HAHA

Does fashion sense only exists in
"how a person dress up?"
"how clothes is being design?"

Hehe.
I doubt so.
I think its everywhere

Fashion or rather I believe ART is everywhere

source

The Little Time

2010-03-24T08:55:00.000-07:00

Interesting Concept!
I would love to have this clock.

SOURCE

2010-03-21T15:16:00.000-07:00

i am going to die soon.
serious insomnia for weeks
serious cough since chinese new year which I thought I already recover from.

2010-03-17T09:04:00.001-07:00

girls generation new song!
I likie~

(:

2010-03-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

Miss those days
where flowers smell good even in rubbish dump

Remember?

2010-03-08T23:13:00.000-08:00

I feel sad that I can sense all my creative juices lying inside my body is dying.
I feel sad that I can no longer express my sense of humor as easily as before.
Is this the price to pay for growing up?

BITCH IN CANTONESE

2010-03-03T10:56:00.000-08:00

Extracted from ck's blog

We had dinner at marche. and when we were liek about to finish, this couple came and sat near us. the gf was SHOUTING at the bf and i just turned because i got shocked and she stared me with like she was shooting darts with her eyes. gosh. i was scared. jac went to get sauces so she wasnt there. lucky for me, i wasn’t facing her. haha. so jac was staring while the two were shouting at each other at the restaurant. and the gf scolded jac a bitch, in cantonese apparently. gosh. these people are so weird. how can you fight in public and not expect/allow people to stare.

Yes, the girl at Marche, GROW UP.
DO YOU KNOW YOU LOOK UGLY WHEN YOU SCOLDED YOUR BOYFRIEND?
DO YOU KNOW YOU LOOK LIKE A ___ WHEN YOU SAY WHY I STARE AT YOU?

The young ones cant wait to grow, the old ones cant wait to shrink

2010-03-03T07:49:00.000-08:00

Excerpt

When you grow up your best friends become your worst enemies. Lollipops turn into cigarettes, the innocent ones turn into sluts.
....
Soda becomes vodka. Underwear turns into thongs. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
....
The only way we could change was with our clothes and not ourselves. Yet, we absolutely could not wait to grow up. And now growing up is our worst fear.

Saw it from here
Original Author

EH EH EH EH EH

2010-03-01T07:05:00.000-08:00

2NE1
Park Bom damm effing cute when she introduced herself.
I guess the girls miss performing as well.

Best performance so far I feel in terms of vocal wise.
DARA's vocal DEFINITELY IMPROVE
Bad stage / lightning if not it would be a wholesome WONDERFUL BEST PERFORMANCE.

ENJOY!

la la la la la~

2010-03-01T05:59:00.001-08:00

CREDITS

I swear GD looked AWESOME.
Simple yet sexy.
N O S E B L E E D.

I like how he keep touching his hair.
I like his hair like that.
Show off his awesome face.

gee. TOP, please release your TURN IT UP now.
if not, your bro gonna steal my heart away~

AND CL, FYI, GD BELONGS TO DARA.
DARA + GD = AWESOME TTM

Here's the performance , just in case you are interested.
Good performance.
Bad stage / lighting in my opinion.
THOSE DAMM LIGHTS FLASHING AROUND COVER UP THE STAGE, I CANT SEE A SINGLE THING AT SOME PARTS OF THE SONG

EDIT:
I just realised that GD damm sexy blazer cost € 1485.00.
nosebleed.
no wonder so nice

Already Gone

2010-02-25T06:19:00.000-08:00

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
- kelly clarkson , Already Gone

Our boy is gone.

But if that his wish,
we be gone...
so that...
He can move on...

Girl, you're my lollipop (:

2010-02-24T08:44:00.001-08:00

Been slacking.
Still sick.
MY COUGH IS LIKE STUCK.
MEOW.
PLEASE RECOVER SOON!!

HAHA
I play around to get gain smoky smoky eye make up today!

2010-02-22T06:53:00.000-08:00

Internship ended.
NUS application went off without me.
Leaving me with NTU and SMU.

No Job that I want to do.
No money.

Everyone's too busy to go out with me.
Getting lazy.
Getting useless.

oh wells,
Just realized that
I am as fragile as that bubble.
Once broken, you wont even remember that it existed.

MAKES ME HAPPY (:

2010-02-20T03:14:00.000-08:00

Translation

Intro
2010 Big Bang Uh huh
It goes L-O-LL-I-P-O-P
It goes L-O-LL-I-P-O-P

Verse 1
You got style, You’re a star, Everyone wants it
We gon’ rock, then we roll, Everything the way I want
Until the night passes, bump bump bump
I only want you

The lights surrounding you are beautiful
Turn it up, drop it low, gotta move it slow
It’s only me, don’t be afraid and open your eyes
Show me what you got girl gotta work that thang

Rap
But Cinderella you’re a Lollidella who’s put on L.E.D slippers
My Lollidella, so dazzling, like here we go party like it’s your birthday
Only the two of us in the bright lights
A new story, Lollipop2
My style is more of a thrill than sweetness, let’s get wild

Chorus
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Girl, you’re my lollipop, hey let’s get it poppin’ poppin’
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Got it got it, get down down, everybody just bounce

Verse 2
Your sweet smile drives me crazy
Your moves, the way you talk got me losing control
Your undisguisable confidence is so sexy
Like this, I only want you
Turn around, make it up, Just leave it to me now
This is just the start, don’t hide it
Get it on, oh show me what you got girl gotta work that thang

Rap
Lolli lolli, lollipop tick tick tock My heart explodes
My fluttering heart, everyone
Choose whatever you want

I don’t necessarily have to explain do I, you know me
The guy who’s always fine, T.O.P
Wanna run with me? Feel me
I got a black belt from double B

Chorus
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Girl, you’re my lollipop, hey let’s get it poppin’ poppin’
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Got it got it, get down down, everybody just bounce No~

Bridge
Now here she comes she wants some of my lollipop
She touchin’ on ma body makes me wanna rock
Now here I come I give it to her straight up and down
Now here I come, here I come, come come come come

Verse 1
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Girl, you’re my lollipop, hey let’s get it poppin’ poppin’
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Got it got it, get down down, everybody just bounce No~

Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Girl, you’re my lollipop, hey let’s get it poppin’ poppin’
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Got it got it, get down down, everybody just bounce No~

Korean

Intro
2010 Big Bang Uh huh
It goes L-O-LL-I-P-O-P
It goes L-O-LL-I-P-O-P

Verse 1
You got style, 너는 star, 모두 원하잖아
We gon’ rock, then we roll, 모두 내 멋대로
이 밤이 다 지나갈때까지 bump bump bump
오로지 너만을 원하는 나

너를 감싸는 불빛이 아름다워
turn it up, drop it low, gotta move it slow
owa 나 뿐인걸 두려워 말고 눈을 떠
Show me what you got girl gotta work that thang

Rap
But Cinderella그댄 빛나는 L.E.D 구둘 신어버린 롤리델라
My 롤리델라 눈부신 like here we go, party like its your birthday
화려한 조명 속 우리 단둘
새로운 이야기 Lollipop2
달콤함보단 짜릿한 내 Style, let’s get wild

Chorus
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Girl, you’re my lollipop, hey let’s get it poppin’ poppin’
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Got it got it, get down down, everybody just bounce

Verse 2
달콤한 너의 smile 나를 미치게 해
너의 move, way you talk got me losing control
감출 수 없는 자신감은 so sexy 해
이렇게 너만을 원하는 나

눈 부신 너의 body는 make me go whoa!
Turn around make it up, 이젠 내게 맡겨

이제 시작인걸 숨기지 말고
Get it on, oh show me what you got girl gotta work that thang

Rap
Lolli lolli, lollipop tick tick tock 심장은 폭발
설레는 맘 모두 go like
원하는 것은 모두 골라

굳이 설명은 필요없어 You know me
잘 지내는 남자 T.O.P
Wanna run with me? 나를 느껴
I got 검은 띠 from double B

Chorus
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Girl, you’re my lollipop, hey let’s get it poppin’ poppin’
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Got it got it, get down down, everybody just bounce No~

Bridge
Now here she comes she wants some of my lollipop
She touchin’ on ma body makes me wanna rock
Now here I come I give it to her straight up and down
Now here I come, here I come, come come come come

Chorus
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Girl, you’re my lollipop, hey let’s get it poppin’ poppin’
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Got it got it, get down down, everybody just bounce No~

Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Girl, you’re my lollipop, hey let’s get it poppin’ poppin’
Girl, you’re my lollipop, oh girl, you’re my lolli lolli
Got it got it, get down down, everybody just bounce No~

credit:
yg_bigbang@LJ / sjay.x@BBVIP.net

THE TIGER IS COMING!

2010-02-13T07:07:00.000-08:00

GONG XI FA CAI

THE TIGER IS COMING

And yes,

I LIKE TO WEAR THIS KIND OF CUTE PAJAMAS

(:

2010-02-10T09:43:00.001-08:00

YOU GUYS ARE FREAKING AWESOME.

I LOVE YOU TTM.

(:

2010-02-07T07:00:00.000-08:00

Finally,
2AM WINS.

CONGRATS.

YOU GUYS ARE WORTH IT.

ROCKA ROCKA ROCKA FANTASTIC

2010-01-31T06:22:00.000-08:00

I think this happens to me every month which make me feel like I am a super weird person.

I WILL HIT ROCK BOTTOM EACH MONTH WHICH MEANS NOTHING EXCITES ME.

I AM SUCH A WEIRD PERSON.

SEE EVEN TOP AGREES.

2010-01-26T06:37:00.000-08:00

when did your heart go missing?

2010 , Can You Feel This?

2010-01-02T09:19:00.000-08:00

I don't know why but I was

so depressed yesterday.

Luckily,
It came fast, went fast.

Presenting to you,
TOP THE RETARD.

I GIVE PERMISSION TO ALL TO LAUGH.

What can I say about the Man of my dreams?

1) ADVENTUROUS
or
2) TRYING TO BE FUNNY

I SWEAR
HE IS FREAKING TRYING OUT
ALL THE GD'S HAIRSTYLE.

SOONER OR LATER,
I WILL FAINT COS HE WILL SPORT GD'S CURRENT HAIRSTYLE
WHICH I BELIEVE FIRMLY ONLY
GD CAN PULL OFF.

Yes, GD
I AM LOVING YOU WITH THIS RETARDED HAIR.
NO TOP, DONT TRY TO BE FUNNY JUST BECAUSE I COMPLIMENT GD.

DONT TRY THIS AT HOME, TOP
OBVIOUSLY, GD HAD UNDERGONE TRAINING.
OBVIOUSLY, TOP, YOU DIDNT.

IN 2010,
I WILL GO OUT WITH

1) CLICK 5
2) ELEVEN
3) DXB
4) Serve Thai
4) LOST FRIENDS
5) NEW FRIENDS
6) FAMILY

-In no particular order

Yes, that's my aim.
I will achieve it.

MY FIRST ~

2009-12-31T14:09:00.000-08:00

My First Drink in 2010 was
COKE

My First Meal in 2010 was
MCDONALDS' NUGGETS

My First Shower in 2010 was
515AM

My First MSN chat in 2010 was
with CK

To Be Continue~

I wonder what kind of "My First" people will have

TIC TIC TOC

2009-12-30T08:06:00.000-08:00

Ta Ta Ta Ta

BEG IS SO AWESOME.
I THINK I AM IN LOVE WITH THEM

Beat Beat Beat Beat

Junho is getting cuter by day.
I THINK MY HEART HAS BECOME STRONGER BY BEATING TOO FAST
AGAIN AND AGAIN.

Wassup Wassup Wassup Wassup Wassup

BIG BANG IS SIMPLY AMAZING.
I THINK I MIGHT FAINT IF I EVER SEE THEM LIVE.

2009 coming to an end.
2009 started my Korean dream.
One day, I will achieve it.

BIG BANG.
Wait for me.
I am coming

SBS GAYO

2009-12-29T08:13:00.000-08:00

SBS GAYO IS EFFING GOOD.

DONT SAY I NEVER SHARE THE LOVE

http://sookyeong.wordpress.com/2009/12/29/highlights-2009-sbs-gayo-daejun/

Love.Story

2009-12-28T03:05:00.000-08:00

I don't say good bye bye
please don't say good bye bye
baby i'm so sorry i love you i'm so sorry
I don't say good bye bye
please don't say good bye bye
baby i'm so sorry i love you i'm so sorry

-Love Story.Jewelry

Goodbye Christmas.
Goodbye.
But
I believe we say Goodbye so that we can say Hello again.
So Christmas,
See you in 2010.

I need something to excite me again.
hmm
2010 might do the trick
I smell 2010 coming, do you?

Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer

2009-12-27T03:11:00.000-08:00

Oh the weather outside is frightful,
But the fire is so delightful,
And since we've no place to go,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

To everyone out there;
I love you

We lose to gain.

2009-12-20T07:54:00.000-08:00

Jingle bells Jingle bells Jingle all the way!

2009 is coming to an end soon.
Kind of scared for the future.
However,
I am still excited for 2010.

2009 ,
I had regrets.

Lost some friends.
Gain some friends.
Save some friends.

We lose things to gain things.
We gain things to lose thing.

Nothing is free.

IT'S HWAT, SEOUL OUT BABY, SHOW ME SOME LOVE

2009-12-13T07:15:00.000-08:00

THE WAIT WAS WORTHWHILE.
TILL THEN,
I SHALL AWAIT YOUR RETURN.

Or maybe

I WILL SEEK YOU.

TMAX YOU ARE SO FAN SERVICE KING.
HEART YOU TO THE MAX.

BEG IS SO EFFING PRETTY.
I TURN GAY RIGHT NOW.
SO PRETTY
I CANT STAND IT

Sugar Rush Bo Beep Bo Beep AH~~

2009-12-10T08:19:00.000-08:00

Follow me Follow me 나를 따라 Follow me
나는 네가 나 네가 나 너무 좋은 걸
I'm so sorry 나 때문에 이젠
화내지 말아줘 웃어줘 이제 그만 화 풀어

Currently, my favorite song!

I am so excited!
Today is Friday.
But I smelling SAT-UR-DAY already!

BROWN EYED GIRLS
I AM SO GOING TO SEE YOU!

AUTHENTIC KOREAN FOOD,
Yes , I HEAR YOU CALLING ME
I AM SO GOING TO EAT YOU UP!

DAMM YOU FORT CANNING MOSQUITOES
I AM SO GOING TO WHACK YOU IF YOU SUCK MY BLOOD!

DAMM YOU CROWD
I AM SO GOING TO OVERCOME YOU GUYS WHO FREAKING QUEUE IN FRONT OF ME THAT DAY

LOVE MYSELF
LOVE KOREA
LOVE

2009-12-02T22:45:00.000-08:00

FML

I dont dare to take 2 days mc cos of work commitments
fuck my life

Never say goodbye

2009-11-24T03:20:00.000-08:00

Things to learn for Sundown Festival

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

I love this song

This song is so cute!
or chor na~~
BEG LOOKS HAPPY ON STAGE (:

NO DOUBT, GAIN IS HOT STUFF IN HERE

BEG <3>

Heartbeat

2009-11-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

Tuesday was bad.

Today, 17nov09 was bad.

My Protective aura didn't come to work today.
I need to go training alone tomorrow.
Ms Red came to visit me at work today.
There's feedback session tomorrow.
I don't know what to do with my future.
In short,
I am very lost.

Oh wells.
I shall stay positive.
I AM THE INVINCIBLE!

At least I met bee and Jean
At least I celebrated joy's big day

2009-11-11T08:18:00.001-08:00

The kid is damm funny
EPIC

I'm falling I'm falling falling

2009-11-09T06:56:00.000-08:00

Back to the days
when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
so tell me why can’t it be
please let me live my life my way
why do you push me away
i don’t want nobody nobody nobody
nobody but you

Top-goon, saranghae

2009-10-18T10:03:00.000-07:00

Never say goodbye
you will make me cry

I need to drink away my tears from you leaving me.

yeah you,
The mighty Weekends

saranghae, tashi tou wa jo yoh

2009-10-16T20:26:00.000-07:00

I wish I was a man each time _____ comes visiting.

It hurts.

2009-10-09T09:16:00.000-07:00

I had been so tired these few days that I am so far off from my KOREAN WORLD.

I LOVE MY BED.
HATE THE MORNING.
LOVE FRIDAY NIGHT.

seunghyun, saranghae

2009-10-04T09:31:00.001-07:00

Yes, my baby is back
TOP SARANGHAE

2009-10-01T07:50:00.000-07:00

This is why
I LOVE MY FRIENDS
HAHA

2009-09-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD
PLEASE WATCH THIS

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1064323660085

THIS PROVE MEN ARE HORNY
HAHHAHA

HILARIOUS!

2009-09-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

I dreamt of Jay Park again.

It was a happy dream.

It was around 12midnight in my dream.
Don't ask me why I know, I just know.
It started off with me buying some pirated DVD.
(I had no idea why)

Then I realized the shop also sells very very cheap KOREAN IDOL MERCHANDISE.
Apparently in my dream, I was at that place for a holiday and we were staying at this Bungalow like house on the mountain.

So I started running back to the bungalow, wanting to tell my friends about it.
As I was running back, I turned to my left randomly.

To my utmost surprise,
THE PERSON WALKING ON MY LEFT
WAS
NONE
ANOTHER
THAN
PARK JAEBOM.

I did the kimhyunjoon fan girl video expression and I grabbed his arm.
And, I started talking to him.

I asked him if he was back permanently?
He smiled back at me.
So I asked, "You smiled, does this means good news?"
He smiled again.
(After this part, I deduced that I was in Korea)

He was wearing the exact same outfit as the one he left Korea.
The white tee
The white beanie
The backpack

And as we continue walking/running, I saw this table with paper on it.
(The long long table with cloth on it, like those in a marathon, they use it to put water on it for participants to grab the drink and run?)

So I turned to him and asked,"Can you signed for me please?"
I even hold up my pirated DVD.
Out of nowhere, the manager appeared and said to me A BIG FAT NO.

But Jay was nice, I think he spotted the table with paper as well.
So we walked there together and he asked if he could use the pen and paper.

And he sat on the chair, ready to sign for me.
Suddenly, he asked me something.
I think it was in Korean, but I didn't get it.
So I replied to him in english.
"Sorry, What are you saying?"

He replied me in english,
"your name!"

I told him my name, I even spell it out for him,
J-A-C-Q-U-E-L-I-N-E

He signed and I saw him writing
TO JACQUELINE.

I hold the piece of paper like it was worth 20Million.

By this time, he was leaving in a different direction from mine.
And we looked at each other before we parted.

I ran all the way back to my place
(ie the bungalow)

SCREAM
SHOUTED
SHOW OFF

MY PIECE OF PAPER!

But from this dream, I guess Jay wont be the man of my dreams already.
The interaction between me and him felt more brother and sisters love.

So
TOP YOU ARE STILL NUMBER 1 ON THE CHART!
DONT WORRY

HAHAHA

2009-09-24T09:12:00.000-07:00

It's sad seeing friends around you slowly turning into bitches.

If not for my gayness and my instinct, I would have say straight into your face that as much as you hate people for being a bitch in your life,

don't you realize you are one yourself?

Anyway, sometimes things are better left untouched

Let's all live in the fantasies that everything is okay.

FYI:
SUPER SCARED FOR TOMORROW.

It's too late to apologise

2009-09-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

The choreograph are nicely done.

2009-09-21T03:40:00.001-07:00

How we react to negative comments?
Based on the thought that the comment was given by someone not close.

2009-09-19T10:42:00.000-07:00

Went out with beloved cc.
Did some serious
SINFUL
SHOPPING.

but
we dont care e e e e e !

ATE KOREAN BBQ BUFFET AT BUGIS!
IT WAS SUPER WORTH THE MONEY AND THE FOOD WAS GREAT.

BUT THE ENVIRONMENT AND SOME OF THE WAITRESS SUCKS BIG TIME!

WORK IS GOING PEACEFUL TILL NOW.
HOPE IT CONTINUES SO.

2009-09-16T04:36:00.000-07:00

I feel damm mean doing this.
But
Please bare in mind that I have absolutely NO SICK OR MEAN INTENTION.

IT'S JUST BLOODY HILARIOUS.

BYE

2009-09-14T04:02:00.000-07:00

Because they are worth it <3

GWADDD~ DAESUNGIE ANG MOH!!!
THE MOMENT HE SAID CL, I LAUGHED LIKE MAD WOMAN!
C---LLLL~~
HAHAHA

2009-09-12T22:47:00.000-07:00

It's the depressing moment of the month again! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Need to fight depression!

2009-09-10T09:11:00.001-07:00

JAY PARK
I MISS YOU A LOT ):

I was invisible , you were a betrayer

2009-09-08T04:02:00.000-07:00

"you just like betrayer"

Dear Jay,
I'll never understand how you feel so I wont comment on the decision that you are leaving.
But as much as I am angry with the antis,
I felt betrayed.

However, please remember that we will always be rooting for your return.
I believe 2PM too.

"I'm invisible"

This is how I felt when I knew you were leaving.
I cant do anything.
I was in the office.
I was just helpless.
I cant even send you off at the airport.

you might think that I might not love you as much as top,
but you never knew.

PARK JAE BOM
I'll be waiting for you

I think I need self improvement class

2009-09-04T11:54:00.000-07:00

I cut my hair today. It didn't turn out the way I wanted. Oh wells, I need to suck it up. Been complaining the moment I finished cutting. Be it I like it or not, THIS IS IT!

For the past few weeks , I've been having serious PMS. I think age is catching up. You get influence by the power of PMS easily as you grow older! HAHA

My 6 months attachment will be starting soon and I am kind of scared. Scared of the unknown Scared of everything but I hope everything will turn out fine and 6 months will be a breeze for me.

FYI:
I THINK THAT PICTURE OF TOP IS VERY VERY VERY VERY
ADORABLE.
I KNEW HE WONT JUST LET ME GO LIKE THAT
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

2009-09-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, I don't feel as irritated.
Because I realized that if this is it, so be it.

So I say No to others as I attempt to finish up my things before my attachment comes.

FYI:
I AM SO DEAD WHEN HE COMES BACK.
or
Maybe not?

xoxo:
the game is on

2PM in USA 2010

2009-08-31T20:24:00.000-07:00

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/2pm_in_usa_2010/

I hope JYP wont do this.

Less of 2pm in korea,
means less of them for me.

This is not good.

Why shipped them off when they are doing good ):

YES, THIS POST GOES OUT TO YOU.

2009-08-31T08:03:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder
What's the fucking point of saying you miss this person and want to meet ,
when you fucking don't take the effort to date.

Sometimes I wonder
The moment you found a new company and you enjoyed it ,
you don't fucking treat the old one as good.

I fucking make these two mistakes before.
AND I STILL MAKE THEM.

We just don't fucking get it , do we?

BUT,
STOP FUCKING WASTE MY SMS.
LET ME JUST SAY
ANYONE WHO FUCKING DONT REPLY MY SMS
ARE JOLLY WELL FUCKING BLACK LISTED.

I am jolly well good ALONE.

LET ME JUST SAY,
I DONT FUCKING LIKE SHIT ANS.

I NEED TO GIVE MY FRIENDS A RE-VALUATION AS WELL AS MYSELF.
WE DONT FUCKING NEED TO STAY FRIENDS IF WE DONT WANT TO PUT IN THE EFFORT.

2009-08-30T03:54:00.000-07:00

I went to sign up

2pm FANCLUB

HAHAHAHAHHA

I can foresee another folder called 2PM
APPEARING IN MY HARD DRIVE.

SORRY, TABI,
BUT
I STILL <3>

2009-08-30T02:00:00.000-07:00

I swear
Top you need to take back what you freaking said at the NII interview

"if you fall in love with other boy band, go ahead please"

I dreamt of PARK JAEBOM.

OHMYGOSH.

TOP SAVE ME.

HAHA

nah maybe not.

you know i love you many top.

but I shall have some fun with 2pm while you are away.

2009-08-27T08:44:00.001-07:00

Year 3
No joke

I've never felt so sick studying.

I need to puke.

Good old days
where' you gone
I miss you so

2009-08-19T03:35:00.000-07:00

It About you a Butterfly
Every time i come close to you
(Every time i want that know you)
Feel like I gonna Dream every time
(I get butterfly)

I turn to you

2009-08-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

I am stressed
cos

I cant settle down and study.
I am not a good girl who does her tutorial and attend lectures.
This is when karma sets in and all the panicky work gives you stress.

Resolutions are useless cos we tend to go back to the same cycle again.

Big bang aint really helping at this moment

Usually at these crucial point,
I turn to religion.

And yes,
Dear lord , please bless me with at least a 3.0 GPA this sem.
Amen.

BIG BANG LIGHTSTICK

2009-08-12T18:53:00.000-07:00

Official BIG BANG LIGHTSTICK

THIS IS A FREAKING KOREAN BATTERY!

Basically,
it comprises of the
BIG BANG LIGHTSTICK
+
KOREAN BATTERY

I was awed by the size of the plastic holder!
Cos it was way too big!
I didnt know it'll be there big!

Other than that, the size of the lightstick would be roughly the size of a starbucks
tumbler.

BIG WITH A BANG!

There is even shimmery shimmery effects/prints on the crown!

I swear the battery slot is super hard to open!
>:

But it still spells
L-O-V-E
to me

Ready or not,
3
-
2
-
1
-

DING!

(:
LIGHTSTICK IS AWESOME

B.I.G.S.H.O.W

2009-08-12T17:31:00.000-07:00

BIG SHOW

BIG SURPRISE!

Just look at this cute little box where you know that
it's like Alice in wonderland,
inside are full of surprises!

3D BOX?

POP UP BOX?
I dont care / know what's called.
THE BOX IS JUST FREAKING AWESOME.

So like Alice, we happen to see the hole, we happen to get curious,
and so we embark on the journey of finding out what's inside.

Yah , it looks plain.
BUT TO ME
IT'S FREAKING SCREAMING
"OPEN ME"

And yes, like Alice, I took the bait drank the water that make me grow BIG.
My excitement level was exceptionally HIGH.

BIG SHOW DISCS

BIG SHOW PHOTOBOOK

3 awesome DISCS

All for your own enjoyment.

This pop up effect on the disc book.
Does that spells C-O-O-L to you?
It's definitely does for me.

Shock by all the weird things , Alice cant wait to get back to her world.
But, I just want to sink deeper

And so Alice met the rabbit man.
Met the cat
Met the animals
Met the cards

But how does she get home?
I dont care.

Now, I am sinking into a pool of Happiness!

TOP IS L O V E

So what are you waiting for?
Get your copy of BIG SHOW TODAY.

Dont worry if Alice didnt die in the story, you wont too.

New Collections!

2009-08-11T09:05:00.001-07:00

New Items added to my collection!
<333 Pictures up soon!

Ordered from WEINTHEZONE.
HONESTLY SPEAKING,
IF NOT FOR THE FACT THAT THEY ARE THE FEW BLOGSHOPS AVAILABLE FOR KPOP STUFF,
I WONT ORDERED FROM THEM AGAIN.

BIGBANG;CHOISEUNGHYUNG

2009-08-06T12:27:00.000-07:00

My angels

My girls
My sunshine

oh oh
Let's go!

2009-08-06T10:23:00.000-07:00

This love has taken its toll on me
NAH!

THIS LOVE FOR TOP IS NEVER ENDING
Just when I thought I will turn gay for GA IN.
TABI TO THE RESCUE.

HAHA
TOP OPPA , CHO NYM JEN CHA SARANGHEYO.
JEN CHA BOOGOSHIPPO.
PALI TU ROPE DA HANGUL

YES. IT'S TOP RIGHT HERE.

Expect more girl on girl!

2009-07-31T06:41:00.000-07:00

2009 IS NO DOUBT THE BATTLE OF THE FEMALES.
IN TOTAL, THERE WILL BE 33 FEMALES FROM 6 DIFFERENT GIRL GROUPS TO COMPETE WITH EACH OTHER!!

I SAW ALL THEIR MUSIC BANK PERFORMANCE.
ALL OF THEM ARE INCREDIBLE!

It'll be even more exciting if WONDERGIRLS WERE PART OF THIS BATTLE!

SNSD
2NE1
KARA
TIARA
4 MINUTES
BROWN EYED GIRLS

I think by now the most successful would be SNSD in the battle.
Though they might not been winning the music bank , they had already sold over 300k in terms of album sales.
Plus, their Genie had been out for quite a while but it's still gaining popularity.
Not their best performance, but decent enough.
plus, FAN BOYS CHEER ARE ALWAYS LOVE

Second, I would say is 2NE1.
2NE1 , no doubt that they had talent, they really need to thank BIG BANG , TEDDY for all the hype and attention that they had been given.
Without them, though they had talent, it would definitely take a while before gaining attention and making as much achievement they are making now as rookies.
As a group that just debuted in the K POP INDUSTRY, they are one fierce group that wondergirls, snsd need to be wary off.
Not to mention, they had support and help given by YG.
p.s 2NE1 FANS NEED TO CHEER LOUDER, I CANT HEAR.

Third, I'm a little biased with this cos I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH GA IN.
SO
IT WOULD BE Brown Eyed Girls.
THEY GOT ME BEGGING THEM FOR MORE.
I was so surprised by their change.
SEXY IS ALWAYS <333 height="340" width="450">

Fourth, I would say KARA.
THOUGH THEY JUST MAKE THEIR COMEBACK TODAY, I was amazed by their improvement in stage presence and live performance.
Plus, their new song Wanna is quite addictive!
AND KARA FANS BOYS ARE ON PAR WITH SNSD!

BEG , KARA , 2NE1 WOULD DEFINITELY NEED TO WATCH OUT FOR EACH OTHER.

For the last 2 groups, I'm having doubt about them.

4 MINUTES
I sincerely pity them for coming out around the same time with SNSD and 2NE1.
Their only hype was the ex wondergirls member who disappointed me with her winy rapping skills and the shades girl whom I kind of grow bored with.
But seeing their performance today, I believe they can do better.
Kara live performance used to suck.
Kara wasn't getting as much attention in the past.
so does SNSD,BEG
So I wish them all the best for being able to see wonderful performance weekly is a pleasure!

Tiara
SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTING.
I was quite hyped up about this group.
First with all the teasers being released.
Second, personally, their new song was KO JI MAL , BIG BANG SONG NAME.
Third, their mv was quite entertaining.
Fourth, the song was actually not bad.
BUT THEIR DEBUT ON MNET SUCKS.
LIP SYNC.
EVEN 4 MINUTES DIDNT LIP SYNC THE WHOLE THING.
However, thinking it was MNET LOUSY SYSTEM AGAIN.
I WAS SO EXCITED FOR TODAY MUSIC BANK.
YA, TIARA YOU NEED TO WORK MORE.
DONT LET ALL THE EFFORTS TO CREATE ATTENTION AND HYPE GO TO WASTE.

Just something extra, to learn more about what are the few music shows and how they work, go here

2009-07-30T10:30:00.000-07:00

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

TOP I LOVE YOU
SARANGHEYO
JEN CHA CHUWAYO

TOP TOP TOP TOP TOP TOP TOP

just k k k keep it jumping

2009-07-27T02:22:00.001-07:00

last picture spells LOVE
Top please comes into my dream

it's nothing personal it's just spur of the moment

2009-07-19T09:49:00.000-07:00

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Hope you are fine if you realize who you are
Cos' I got your back.
Cos' when we grow up, we cant cry on the outside anymore.

2009-07-12T09:54:00.000-07:00

omo.
oppa jen cha..jen cha..zar seng gi.
cho nym jen cha chu wa.
zei nan za chingu
saranghey.

Big Bang ROCKS tonight

2009-07-01T05:55:00.000-07:00

Don’t stop now Jump！Jump！
Don’t stop now Jump！Jump！
BIG Bang rocks tonight Oh Eh Oh
BIG Bang rocks tonight Oh Eh Oh

T - O - P
my style my stage
so fresh so clean
never falling
just k-k-k-keep it jumping
see her get low
one'll fall for sure
she gon' make it p-p-p-pop so let's go yo
we gon' let it out all tonight girl
see the name T-O-P up and nice girl
everybody knows we up and then down
let me see you shake shake shake there and around

The reason

2009-06-30T09:32:00.001-07:00

The reason.

The reason why I can't let it go.

The man of my dreams.

chingu

2009-06-27T03:51:00.001-07:00

[translator: pgeorgie]

English Translation to Friend

Yeah T.O.P right here! (with SOL!)
And It’s been a while You see! (Long time no see)
I still remember them days.. you remember?
Reminiscin’ over you..
but I’m aiht !
like always

verse1}
Didn’t take it seriously 우습게 봤다가
Guess it’s all over now 벌써 끝이났나봐
Tore up my map 마지막 마침표
Where I had put 찍어놨던 나의 지도
my last period 다찢고
Back on the streets 다시 길거리로
Not wandering though 헤메 헤메는게 아냐
Searching for myself 날 찾아 가는것이지
Why bother to run? 뭘 도망가 ?
A whale dreaming of 푸른바다 그위를
Swimming엄쳐엄쳐 헤엄쳐 가는
In the blue ocean 고래의 꿈

Awkward when we first met 어색했었던 첫대면
Grew to care for each other 오고가던 서로의 배려
Spent many years together 어느덧 함께한 세월
Sometimes arguing 가끔의 갈등과
Stayed up all night together 우리 함께 밤새며
Our history is at dawn 우리의 역사는 새벽
Have sworn to renewed friendship 새로운 우정을 다짐하네 때때론
I know 나도 안다고
Such a foolish idiot 어리석었던 바보
At a pointed correction – talked to a friend but 날카로운 지적에 친구와 이야기 하고도
The last promise between us 마지막 이라는 약속
Don’t know if that’ll be kept 아직나도 지켜질진 몰라 (몰라)
I don’t know myself 나도날 (몰라)
Don’t know well, that’s the problem 잘몰라서 그래서 곤란해

hook}
We were friends 친구였잖아
When we were together 우리 함께라면
We were like kids 어린 애 마냥
Now I don’t know where I am, where I am going 이제 내가 어딨는지 어딜 가는지 몰라
(Feel more alone still 더욱더 허전해 여전해)

I’m wandering 방황하잖아
After you’re gone 널 떠나보낸후엔
I’m in the darkness 깜깜하잖아
I don’t know where you are, where you’ve disappeared to 이제 니가 어딨는지 어디 갔는지 난몰라
(Still feel so alone 아직도 여전해 허전해)

verse2}
Cold, strong 차갑고 거센
Rain and wind 빗줄기와 바람
Heaven and earth are still wet 아직 마르지않는 하늘과 땅땅
A starry night 아주 오래 보지못한
Haven’t seen it for a long while 별이 빛나는 밤..밤밤

Oh, look at me 나를봐.
It’s a lie – there’s no such thing as 나는 1년, 2년, 10년
A choice you won’t regret 100년 1000년이 지나
In 1 year, 2 years, 10 years 후회 없는 선택 이라는
100 years, 1,000 years 헛된 다 거짓말
Why do you regret now 왜 이제 서야 후회하는 건가
Looking back 돌아 보면
I made more things wrong 내 죄가 더 많아

Gush-sh-shing 사사사사 랄라랑아
Wind cuts like a knife 매서운 바람만 살랑살랑
The memories I left behind 내가 버린 기억
Like a crushed sugar cube 부서진 각설탕
Tossing and turning, getting thirsty 불편한 꿈자리 목이 말러와

My young love 나의 Young Love
Still so fragile 아직은 여려서
Splish, splash 첨펑 첨펑
Just swimming around 헤엄만 치네
Wandering about 헤메이네

hook}
We were friends 친구였잖아
When we were together 우리 함께라면
We were like kids 어린 애 마냥
Now I don’t know where I am, where I am going 이제 내가 어딨는지 어딜 가는지 몰라
(Feel more alone still 더욱더 허전해 여전해)

I’m wandering 방황하잖아
After you’re gone 널 떠나보낸후엔
I’m in the darkness 깜깜하잖아
I don’t know where you are, where you’ve disappeared to 이제 니가 어딨는지 어디 갔는지 난몰라
(Still feel so alone 아직도 여전해 허전해)

bridge}
Long Time no see
Told you to leave me 아무부담 없이
No need to feel guilty 떠나라고 했지만
(You and I both) (나도-Oh 너도-Oh)
Without you 니가 없이
I’m like 살아가 나는 어찌
A lone, sad wild goose 슬픈 외 기러기
(You and I both)(나도-Oh 너도-Oh)

hook}
We were friends 친구였잖아
When we were together 우리 함께라면
We were like kids 어린 애 마냥
Now I don’t know where I am, where I am going 이제 내가 어딨는지 어딜 가는지 몰라
(Feel more alone still 더욱더 허전해 여전해)

I’m wandering 방황하잖아
After you’re gone 널 떠나보낸후엔
I’m in the darkness 깜깜하잖아
I don’t know where you are, where you’ve disappeared to 이제 니가 어딨는지 어디 갔는지 난몰라
(Still feel so alone 아직도 여전해 허전해)

[translator: pgeorgie]

2009-06-24T23:06:00.000-07:00

24/7
my heaven

Growing up.
Worries up
stress up
Expectations up

Everything went up

But

I dont know.

On a side note: BIG WITH A BANG IS OUT WITH THEIR LATEST JAPAN MINI ALBUM.

2009-06-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

BIG WITH A BANG.

2009-06-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

I wonder how pain looks like.
I wonder if pain is in pain too.
I wonder if words are enough to describe pain.

우리는 Crazy Dog-

2009-06-16T03:41:00.000-07:00

몸을맡겨요 분위길 바꿔요 좌우로 흔들오 엉덩이를 흔들어

I guess "hope" is something that keep us waiting
I guess I love the sound that happiness is calling out to me.

Silence is scary.

오늘도 꿈에 그대와의 달콤한 시간

2009-06-15T03:59:00.000-07:00

oh please one more time dance with me tonight
오늘도 꿈에 그대와의 달콤한 시간
차분히 발맞추고 나누던 이야기들

The silence is scaring me.
Maybe we are not meant to be.